You have chosen the Tower and the 4 of Cups. The Tower is a card that's ruled by the planet Mars. Mars is about energy and drive. It's assertion. It's about sexual activity and the male side of everyone. It's very unsettling. Sudden interventions have started to uproot the foundations you knew to be solid. Things have been struck by lightening. It's as if everything you know has violently been changed, as if your house had been built on sand. There's a feeling that things around you are crumbling and that your foundations feel very rocky. Its definitely a negative time, there's no question and when the dust settles you'll realise you have to re-build things again and maybe these changes were so necessary that you have to now adopt a completely different outlook. There may be some disappointments, some sadness and some tragedies but you must look at other people in a different light now and change the way in which you see things. You've got to learn from these mistakes and realise that you're doing the best you can and that things have completely changed. It's no good looking back over your shoulder at what was. The 4 of Cups says that you're emotionally dissatisfied and that you keep dwelling on the past. You think someone spoiled it for you. It's no good feeling sorry for yourself, it's happened. There's been a horrible opportunity and a missed opportunity that's made you feel so disillusioned. This apathy is not going to help. You're in a rut, you're bored with what's going on now and you want to change life back. Now you're looking to see if the grass is greener on the other side. You've got to go for it. You have offers coming but the hopefulness in you is not enough, you need to be in much more positive, much more dynamic. Things would change if you could get that push.