You have chosen the Hanged Man and the 9 of Swords. You are suffering from sleepless nights due to mental anguish. You're worrying about every one and every thing. You feel that you cannot sleep, even if you do sleep you do not feel rested, for you're worrying about the things you can do nothing about. The fear of the result for absolutely everybody's life seems to be something in which you get yourself involved in. you're being a bit paranoid, you really need to realise that you're draining your own energies and strength by constantly being so wired up with other people's problems. you're even seeing things that aren't even there, thinking about everybody wanting to blame you for whatever happens to them. Realise that you take responsibility for your actions and other adults will take responsibility for theirs. The Hanged Man is asking you to look at the expressions of who you are and the creativity of your imagination. What visions have you got for your future and how do you reflect on the past or do you just try and avoid everything by busying yourself with other people's problems. you're being asked to be a bit of a rebel and to completely go in a different angle. Do nothing, but see life differently. you've got to look at things from a different perspective away from what you'd normally do and a different angle on everyone else's opinion right now. you're being asked to do nothing, to take some time out, to recover, to recharge your batteries and to just see things totally differently. you're not doing anything, you're just thinking about things very differently at this time. This is because you're being asked to look at your spiritual life in a much more detailed way, for you've been quite materialistic and avoiding developing as another human being would develop by busying yourself with other people's problems. You're trying to change what happens to them and cushion the blows but you need to be responsible for your own life and you are not developing by holding yourself back, waiting for people to catch up. Maybe you moved on and didn't like to let go of the friendships that you had around you, for fear that it was too painful, but the Hanged Man always requires some sort of self sacrifice and yours could be that you need to move on and enjoy your own company, without busying yourself with people who should actually be in your past, not really your present.