You have chosen the Devil and the 7 of Cups. You've been going through lots of emotional confusion, where you've not been seeing straight at all. Your focus has been scattered and you're not firing on all cylinders. There's a feeling of paranoia with things that you do. You're negative. You need to clear the emotional clutter out of your life. Perhaps you're trying to recover from an illness which created a lot of illusions for you. Don't see yourself as the sinister one. Your imagination is simply running out of control. This has a lot to do with the Devil card, which is about temptation and your reputation and status. The Devil is all about temptation which tempts us with the physical and material side of life. That's not really important here. You need to get the spiritual well being. The Devil card makes us greedy and we all have a naughty side to our desires which puts us sometimes into emotional bondage and then we get stuck with addictions. Remember if you play with fire you'll get your fingers burned. There's a need to sort out the emotional clutter. If you keep letting your emotions get the better of you then you're going to be sorry; you are just digging yourself deeper and deeper. The best way forward is to be diligent and dutiful. Take your duties and obligations seriously and have a strategy and stick to it. You've got an ambitions attitude, that will secure success, but only if you follow one path at a time. Perhaps you've been trying so hard for so long to make a name for yourself and get noticed that you're just looking for praise. You will receive your just rewards which will put you in the limelight as long as you respect the traditional approach which has proved it's worth time and time again. You've been slow to acquire some of the experience; this is true, but you've endured failure as well as success. This has made you astute and worldly and you're now hard to fool but you have a preoccupation with creating self imposed limits because of your self control which closes the door to fun. This is because it seems a little too self-indulgent. This is because of your deep sense of responsibility towards your family and the past usually takes precedence over any pursuit of pleasure. Keep your promises to yourself with care and integrity and don't devalue anything which seems to come too easily. You cope very well with loneliness but you possess the strength and discipline to keep working towards a goal no matter how difficult the obstacles seem to be. The message here is that sometimes you are too proud to ask for help.