You have chosen the Death card and the 10 of Swords. The Death card never shows a Death of the future, nor does it show a physical Death. The Death card simply means that there is part of you that is changing. This is a time of very big changes and life changing events. you're going through a transformation period. This change happened because you felt humiliated, betrayed and let down by a group of people. There was nothing physical in your loss but you were stabbed in the back and you realised the betrayal was to do with how you associated with the wrong people. This has led you into realising that this situation around you is no longer productive or viable and you have realised some very big changes need to happen. Now change is always disruptive and difficult to handle and you may be in for a bit of a bumpy time of it but the obstacles you come across will help you grow and move you into much stronger, wiser, spiritual person. You are turning your back on the material matters of this world and realising that what is important is the spiritual nourishment that you want for yourself, that peace of mind, that emotional stability and that physical warmness that you feel is so important. You realise that you really do prefer your own company and that you would rather be on your own than be with a bunch of people who tried to change your way of thinking. you're not someone that goes with the crowd. you're very sensitive to atmosphere and you have a huge need of privacy. You need the freedom to pursue your own goals without the pressure or interference of other people. A relationship for you must be close and the sharing of emotional and spiritual experiences. You realise that you did not vibrate on the same frequency as these people and so therefore you needed to clear the decks and you need to start again preferring your own company until like minded people come into your world and vibrate on the same frequency as you. Well done you. This has took courage, strength and great tenacity.