You have chosen the death card and the 5 of Wands. It is important for you to know that the death card does not mean a a death of the future. It is a death of the old self. It means a part of your behaviour, characteristic, personality - habits that go with you - some part of you is changing and going through a complete transformation. This is to do with matters with colleagues at work or people who are around you that you work with. The death card is telling you that you are going through some life changing events where things will not be the same for you again. Total transformation is necessary here. The 5 of Wands talks about the mock battles and challenges you are having with people around you, particularly to do with work. These people are simply minor setbacks that happen to you daily. you're being forced to be challenged and deal with their behaviour and to sort things out. It is struggling with other people but it gives you a sense of adrenalin and makes you particularly keen to recognise your intense feelings on the subject or possibly on the way they're behaving. You are someone who feels things intensely and you are intuitive and passionate about what you do. To you having control over what you are doing is very important. You have a huge amount of energy and drive that will help you and you are determined to push forwards and make sure you go to the top but you also know when to hold back and when to expand and when to consolidate. You are good at your job and very good at dealing with a crisis because you cope very well and calmly. You are good at situations where you have to expect the unexpected and when it comes to it you are able to be ruthless wherever it is necessary. You are doing extremely well, it is people around you that are forcing you to work hard. It is simply a lesson of dealing with people which is helping you go through experience of how best to cope with uncomfortable situations. You are accepted by those who work with you and those you work for. What is particularly a good strategy of yours is that you are secretive and play your cards very close to your chest, thus not revealing your plans or your tactics which is always what keeps you one step ahead of the game. The death card is saying that the change of the mock battles of daily life are about to bring you a complete change indirection where you are able to climb the ladder of success.