Heavenly Anesthesia.

Many years ago whilst I was in training to develop my spiritual gift as part of the spiritual inner circle we had a conversation that has never left me.

I want to share this with you and if you find it brings you comfort then it will be a bring me joy that I shared it with you.

We have read or we know someone that has had a " near death experience"?

I certainly have met many as a support for individuals that have reached out. The lovely people that I have spoken with say a very similar thing.

They may have had a serious accident..left in a life threatening state..when they have survived will usually say...I don't remember anything?

They may well say "I saw my mother or another loved one that has passed"?

You may have sat at the bedside of a loved one in their last moments?

You may have heard them say hello and smile at someone in another part of the room..but you can't see who they are talking to?

This is where I truly believe that we are taken away from pain and sadness

This is where I truly believe that we are taken away from pain and sadness before we either cross over to our spiritual path?

Or your work on earth is not finished so your spirit is gently placed back?

This is of course a spiritual thought really of my own.

When my mother passed

When my mother passed she had lost her voice through the effects of her illness.

When we got the call to go to the hospital as time was if the essence. We arrived at the hospital, she was in a side ward , my mother had not told us the full seriousness of her illness!

My mom chose to keep that information to herself..we found out when the nurse came in with the form signed by her refusing medical help to keep her alive.

If you have ever been in this heartbreaking situation you will know how you are overwhelmed by sadness.

It is that you realize that the person you have known all your life .. bought you up, cooked , clothed and gave you all the love will physically not be there as you know her.

I lay by her in the hospital bed and sang a song to her that she loved ...I am not saying I am the best singer !

But when I stopped and said shall I sing it again for you mom she said as loud of aher voice could go said "no" and smiled.

The voice she had lost weeks previously was as bright and clear as I will always remember over the years.

As we all sat with her and talking about the lovely times we had together, I just know that her spirit had already left and she was watching by the side of her bed with us.

She was not lying there in a hospital bed in pain .

I hope that if you read this blog you find the comfort...Angels are with you.