You have chosen Strength and the King of Cups. The Strength card is a physical card. It means that you've got to maintain control of very powerful emotions right now. You're a proud person and you're used to getting your own way but maybe not this time. People have known to keep you happy in the past otherwise you can take a little bit of criticism far too deeply. You have inner and outer Strength and you must work on this for sometimes when you lose control of your emotions you act like a child. You're so passionate and can only see things from your own point of view. You feel that things have seemed that you're loving, caring and compassionate and indeed you are but you've been too sensitive this time and too trusting and although you're in touch with your emotional side you've acted a little immature. You're creative and loving and sensual and you love people around you, but you've had a weakness when it comes to love and you're feeling really sorry for yourself because the inner temptation and weakness is there. You must learn to control it if you want to succeed from now on, you have to look and go into the Strength and depths of your personality and not let your heart rule everything. You're used to getting what you want but being pushy is what's lost you what you really want. Perhaps you've been strutting around and been too self centered or too sure of your own importance. You have to resist the temptation on this one and look at it that you go and start again. You are after all a true survivor and you're vulnerable like everybody else. What you're fear now is loneliness and rejection but you do have the Strength and you have got movement. Let go and move towards your goals in a very subtle way. It's only because your passionate about this person and you're deeply mistrustful when it comes to new contacts or experiences. Stop seeing everything as threatening and get back in touch with your intuition. Your most at home with other people and non-verbal forms of communication, but at the moment your inner world has been crushed with self-doubt and you've become childish. Life is necessary for you to receive love and indeed you are deeply devoted but you're now feeling a rage ,which some would see as possessiveness. It's just that you've got such an idealistic way that you find it hard for others not to be as perfect as you can see life. Try to back off on this one and wait, by pushing you just make it worse.