You have chosen Death and the 5 of Swords. The Death card never shows a Death of the physical self nor does it show a Death of the future. The Death card represents that part of you is changing, transforming and going through some very big changes. these changes are life changing events where you're going through a big transformation emerging into somebody who is more spiritual about their way of life. These changes are linked to friendships or people around you for the 5 of Swords shows that you are around people who are not productive for you. This is what you must change or this is what you have changed for these people have been argumentative. They are a pack of bullies and you've had to watch your back many times for they gossiped, made things difficult. You had to struggle and it's been a battlefield. This mental abuse was not good. It was unethical and they were addicted to their own behaviour. You were very unhappy and you had to keep away from it. You really needed to make sure that you were not tarnished with the same brush so the Death card is telling you to be brave and that you've moved away from these people. If you haven't already, you will have to for you realise it's not productive to be around people like that and that you would prefer your own company and to make some big changes so that you are not exposed to this kind of atmosphere. You are someone who is sensitive and when you like somebody you very much become passionate with your feelings of how much you love and enjoy these people but when somebody makes you feel uncomfortable you are overwhelmed with the feelings that you have for the Death card works with Scorpio which is all about passionate emotions. The passionate yes, we love being around these people, and the very passionate no, we are very unhappy and in your case you found out how passionate you feel that you should not be involved in this unethical group of people. You cannot change them nor do you want to be around them so well done you for realising you have to remove yourself from people that are not vibrating on the same frequency as you for you realise it is unproductive for you to be within this atmosphere.