You have chosen the Tower and the page of Pentacles. The Tower is all about the assertion and drive within our life for it is ruled by the planet Mars. It's about sexual activity and the male side of all of us that causes us to have our drive and assertion. Now the Tower can be very unsettling for sudden interventions can happen where your foundations feel they have been uprooted. You feel that everything you know is disappearing as if everything you had has been built on sand or has been struck by lightening and rooted down to nothing. It can be quite unsettling and quite unnerving but out of the bad comes plenty of good. You're someone that likes to study. You're meticulous over the smallest of detail. You're quite materialistic and any links towards training courses would set you on the right track right now. You're being asked to start again, for the page of Pentacles is all about your future and the training that's necessary in order for you to go forwards. You'll have to pay attention to the smallest of detail for it seems that matters are linked to your finances and to the way in which you earn your money. This may be to do with your career or your finances but you need to defend yourself. To do this you must make sure that you do not become a victim of life. You must express yourself as an individual and define your own goal and your value in the most efficient of ways.
You'll have to be satisfied with nothing but the best. This is about you going for it and starting from the bottom even though you know it's difficult to start again. You need to be recognised as fast but you need to start at the bottom and you work your way through really slowly but really surely making sure that you are realistic about the acceptance of your own human limits. You are someone that needs to develop your self esteem and find a sense of authority by working slowly and patiently towards the position of responsibility that you want within your world. You need to feel that you have created something that will last and will outlive you, and it's important, so out of the bad plenty of good has come which is allowing you to make some practical decisions which will improve your life and the lives of others.