You have chosen the moon and the 10 of Pentacles. The moon is making you feel all over the place. You are deceiving yourself and you feel that you've lost your clarity. Perhaps you're trying to stick your head in the sand and day dream yourself out of the doldrums. By hiding your emotion you are causing yourself sadness and confusion and you're afraid to reflect upon what matters. This is causing you to feel manic and moody. These hidden motives from others are making you feel depressed as if you're trying to cover up. You're becoming confused as to who you are. This is to do with something that has happened to do with big money. These large financial transactions are making you feel uneasy. It is either tied up with family, real estate or the buying and selling of houses and land. This is due to how you are feeling others are viewing you. You are picking up on the animosity of others and the jealousy involved. This long term financial security is important and you mustn't listen to the quibbles or jealousy to do with property matters or ownership. If this is an inheritance it is your right to keep your business to yourself. Do not feel that you are simply hiding for it is none of their business but because you are an emotional person you are feeling that you must connect with these people. You need to connect with the past and be responsive to the present and you need to receive and give physical affection. This can be provided for you by the safety and comfort of working for yourself or for and on behalf of others. This could be your family or the close community but try not to be affected by the little gossips that are going on. Many people find it hard to express themselves and they are particularly overwhelmed by large financial transactions or sums of money. It's about getting in touch with your ability to value yourself and not feeling that you have to be vulnerable or dependent upon the say so or approval of others. You are feeling manipulated and controlled by others but you must get in touch with your own feelings and tell yourself that you are someone who is practical and full of common sense and that it is very easy to go through muddles and mix ups when large sums of money are involved.