You have chosen the High Priestess and the 9 of Swords.The High Priestess works in conjunction with the moon which effects your mood and your emotions, but the 9 of swords is relating to the mental anguish that you are experiencing. Perhaps you're going through some sleepless nights and feeling a little bit down. It's because you're doing far too much and you're far too involved in the business of other people. You worry about everyone and everything. You're a bit paranoid sometimes. This is because you choose to think far too much about the emotional effect that things are having on other people. You feel responsible in some way. You need to accept you can only change yourself and that the influences to happen to friends, families is that they may face up to the duties and obligations and be responsible for their own actions. So stop worrying about everyone else and catch up on some sleep. It is time for you to learn that the time you're experiencing is quite an emotional and psychic time for your emotions are going through some rapid changes right now. You've got to let go of the past and get rid of everything that's no longer any good to you. This means friends, behaviour patterns, anything that's no longer viable. This can be difficult sometimes, but you know how necessary the changes are. The end of this chapter is coming and you need to let go of it, looking back on the life that you once lived and decide to look forward to your future instead. It's a new you. you've always wanted to express your feelings in a way that's been refined and civilised and you've demonstrated love in ways that are ethical and fair. Emotions such as jealousy or anger have always been something that you've not acknowledged and so you've dampened it down and yet you have a gift for trying to keep the diplomacy intact in all dealings with other people. But it is time to realise that other people must be responsible for their behaviour and that you cannot always be the diplomat or the referee. They must accept their own terms, conditions and moral code of ethics. This is your life and it is time to enjoy and you're now to be in touch with something that proves a much more satisfying spiritual experience. .