You have chosen the Hierophant and the 3 of Swords.The 3 of Swords show that recently you've been through a very difficult time for this shows there's been some heartbreak and disappointments. There's a past that's haunted you which keeps reoccurring, so this situation is finally coming to a conclusion which you feel has happened many times before, but really this is the final time for you must learn from the situation that you've been involved in and realize that it is time to let go of something that is no longer viable to your way of thinking. The 3 of Swords is also about creation and starting anew and showing that the past, always important but it is now time to look at the present, accepting the past so you may invest in your future. You're being asked to take a much more spiritual direction and turn away for a while from material desires and cares. You've been dissatisfied with life for a while. It's time for a more spiritual approach and it usually means that you must mend situations that have broken down. Stick to the traditional and go by the book of morals, codes and ethics that you feel is important. Do not be swayed by what other people will think or try and keep up with someone else. This is your life and it is important that you do the right thing for yourself and not other people. You're feeling a bit of a hypocrite, but most of life is about being flexible and by being flexible and big enough to realize that possibly you've made a mistake in the past, to admit it and start afresh takes a lot of courage. You know there's a lot more to life than just material gain. Go for a more old fashioned approach. Anything that involves being practical and has stood the test of time would work really well for you. Particularly if you look back to someone who was an influence in your life such as a mentor, teacher or someone that you felt was very wise or had influences on your way of thinking. Go with what is important to you for your spiritual growth and go by your own book of morals and ethics.