You have chosen Hermit and the 9 of Wands. The 9 of Wands links to work and you're trying to defend something without success. Things have become a problem, you're doing too much. You're physically worn out. You're so stubborn. You've got to realise you're fighting a losing battle. It's time to surrender. Don't keep pushing to protect what you think is yours. You feel oppressed. You're taking things too far and your health will suffer. You'll become tired and unable to do anything. You've been trying to hang on and protect things that have already got out of hand. You're exhausted, tired and feeling that you still want to battle on. This is a time for you to take some privacy and freedom to explore what you really feel. This is not a time to defend or to act. This is based on the past. You must look at the advice you've been given by other people. Look back and remember someone who was hugely important to you. What would they have done? Try to reclaim the past for the answers are based on your past and they are probably coming from someone that was elderly and able to give you advice. They were wise and experienced and so are you. You need to use this time in the privacy of your own thoughts and feelings to work out what they would have done for the Hermit is asking you to take some time out and to look at the actions and adventures that you've had and base it on the knowledge and experience that you've gained. You will move forwards. You're full of enthusiasm and you're very physically creative but you need to know when to quit and start something new. It really is time to look inside yourself and to take some time away to rest and this is a time of thinking. Think things through. Work out the pros and cons. Give in. make an important decision that you're backing a loser and you'll realise that this is easy for you to start something new and ditch this one for you're someone that's usually organised and accurate and you normally get what you want but that's because you have a method and you're meticulous in the attention to detail but on this project you're backing a loser. You really need to be able to give this one up and take your plans and your projects somewhere quiet where you've got the privacy and freedom to work out your next plan. Utilise your time in the most efficient of ways and try to put your energy and effort into ordering your world, look at the variety of skills and talents you have and your intense need for privacy. You possess the cleverness and you're adaptable. Just get chaos sorted out by thinking it through with a logical analysis and a huge attention to detail instead of being so tired and missing out on any thoughts or feelings that would help you to better your cause.