You have chosen the fool and the five of wands. Starting with the five of wands shows that there are physical battles going on around you. It's a mock battle i.e. you have plenty of challenges going on around you and it feels like there are plenty of daily setbacks too. You're struggling with other people and you are driven by adrenaline but the fool is full of confusion because revolutionary changes are happening around you, things won't be the same again and of course when change is taking place it is difficult.
This is a new beginning and a start of something new to do with a new job, a new relationship or somewhere that you're going to live that's different. You're looking to go through a complete change of direction in the way that you conduct your life and you have got to face up to these difficult challenges, you've got to learn to take them into your stride. You're going to reveal to yourself all sorts of talents that you didn't know you had, it's very positive but you're finding it difficult you must use your intuition and your knowledge to get through you need to work out exactly what you want to achieve and put your energies into the right direction. You've got to expect the unexpected there are so many changes happening that things will be bumpy you'll probably change your mind every now and again but try to be as adaptable with the situation as possible and try not to alter everything at once. You need to consider the process in which things happen in the world you have to create some sort of complex structure for yourself. This can be a house a business or something where you have an idea of what the finish product will be, you've got to use your logic and thought and then take action nothing going to be achieved unless you work hard for it. The concept must be sorted out in your mind before the components come together, you will need to have the abilities that are necessary to manage all these different tasks and functions that must be linked together for the overall concept to work, you may get restless but you are courageous and your impatience must stop you from raging into some sort of explosion through the face of frustration. You're always to achieve new goals, everything you do requires dash and impulsiveness but don't be too na?ve you're idealistic and quite romantic in your view of reflections in the world. Sometimes you're too impulsive and that can lead you to imagine or desire that things will be translated into a reality right now but it will be later and you have to learn to wait which is hard and you have to go through all the dreary tasks in order to make the vision concrete. You are not lazy or undisciplined work on your impatience and don't abandon your goal until it's achieved.