You have chosen the Devil and the 2 of swords. The 2 of swords discusses a partnership and a pair. Something where you're involved with another person and choosing not to see things clearly. You're full of indecision, being quite negative and blocking your own progress. You simply don't know what to do and you're living on the edge. You're choosing not to look at the situation clearly; you need to take the blindfold off and look at things in a crystal-clear fashion. You need to call a truce with yourself. You're choosing the truth only as you choose it to be, whenever it suits you. You are blinkered in the way that you're seeing life, but you're only fooling yourself, no one else. You are tempted so often to be indecisive, for the Devil card is all about temptation - it deals with the status and reputation of how we feel we are seen by others. It makes us quite greedy and materialistic and leads to the physical manifestations wherein we put our self into some sort of slavery, because we are in an emotional bondage situation. That means we've allowed ourselves to be party to something that we feel we're trapped in, but we're only trapped because we choose not to change, even though we know that change is probably better and necessary. We keep with something even though we are unhappy, because we are scared to let go and find out what will happen; we choose to become enslaved to something we feel addicted to. If you play with fire, you will get your fingers burnt. You need to be more spiritual and stop worrying about how other people are perceiving you as you need more confidence - that's within yourself and within your social settings, for you are someone that often does what you feel would be judged well by other people. Other people are not interested in the way that you'd like to think, so you really only have to look after what you want for yourself and be confident enough to care and use integrity to value things that come along in your life. You're now looking to possess the strength to discipline yourself for some self-worth, to have some pride. Don't be ashamed to ask other people for help, but don't rely on their opinion. You've got experience and when you're ready you'll have enough life experience to formulate the lasting goal that you want for yourself. You're becoming more disciplined and you're wising up to the situation, but with you things will happen in your own good time. Don't put too much off because you feel that you can.