You have chosen Temperance and the 9 of Swords. The 9 of Swords shows that you have been suffering from sleepless nights. You are doing far too much, working too hard, worrying too much. In fact you fear the result because you are so mentally drained and tired that you cannot get your confidence back for you're seeing everything as a burden. The Temperance card is here to help you develop, for it's linked to higher learning and you need the knowledge to work out how to communicate and inspire yourself. You've got to look at things differently, more hopeful, more vitality and to approach life in a more positive manner. You need to look at experiences of things going wrong as a sort of trial run instead of taking life so seriously. You've realised that serious things happen, to serious people. It's time to have much more gentle, relaxed harmony with what's going on around you. Look at life as a bit of a trial run. There's plenty of time to correct any mistakes and to come out and extract some important lessons without suffering for it. You don't need to judge yourself so harshly. The Temperance card is explaining that you're now resourceful, reliable and full of common sense and you need to be a little bit more inspired, to have some fun, laughter and joy in your life and for you to realise that this is a learning curve and that you are developing as a person. You need to do things very gently for the Temperance card is very fluid and is asking you to test new waters very, very gently. It's a time of healing. You're going to mix and blend everything in moderation, particularly when it comes to friendships. There are new friendships coming in, people who are there to inspire and help you but not put any demands upon you as a person. They're there to help you along gently, for you to enjoy the laughter, fun and harmony of like-minded people who have the same amount of time as you, to just allow themselves some time out. It is not anything that you need to handle in a serious manner, you need to relax right now, heal a little bit and allow yourself some time to socialise, try out some new hobbies and explore some far distant lands. This is a time for socialising, education and travel.