You have chosen Strength and the 7 of Cups. The 7 of cups shows you've not been feeling too good. Emotionally you're confused; in fact you may be slightly down in the dumps. This is causing you to feel that you're out of focus and everything is scattered. You can't see straight. It's quite negative; you need to clear the clutter. It's time for a spring clean of the mind. You may be feeling ill which can create confusion. If you feel that you need to see a professional it's important that you do so. You're seeing yourself as someone whose a little bit sinister at the moment and you're imagination is running away from you. Things don't seem right. Maybe you've got too many passionate illusions of grandeur or things feel shattered and you're unaware to see anything in its true sense. This emotional confusion can cause you to feel that all your energy is drained for it's so hard for you to actually summon up the energy for other things because your heart isn't in it. You're trying the best you can, but you really need to look at the stuff that needs to come out. Emotionally, you need an outlet and you need to sweep those away and deal with them one by one so you get rid of the clutter. Once you've got rid of the clutter you can be ready to bring in the new, leaving you a clean tidy mind ready to accept the new but that's not right at the moment and what you've done is muddle the two of them up. The Strength card is here to try and help you and it's telling you to try and contact your powerful emotions. If you really think that matters are serious and you are feeling depressed go and seek some sort of professional advice. You're someone that's used to getting your own way and you're down in the dumps when you don't. Work out whether or not you are just unhappy that things are not going your way or whether or not you can't quite put your finger on why. Make sure that you've not overloaded yourself with too much of a burden of anything. This represents the inner and outer Strength that you really have but maybe just need a little time to sort out in your own way. It's not going to happen overnight.