You have chosen Justice and the 5 of Cups. There has been an emotional disappointment within your life. You are experiencing a partial loss. This is the mourning and the loss of a relationship. Although you have had upset at least twice you are coming round the corner into emotional happiness. You will now be experiencing feelings of being let down and that things did not live up to their expectations for you. This upset may lead to apathy and boredom. You are feeling quite negative. Take heed here because 5 is excessive and it is warning you that too much apathy can lead to excess of drinking. The Justice card is telling you you must reach a balance in life, particularly when it comes to relationships and partnerships. You must liberate yourself and try to watch your ideology in life. Everything around you has to be to do with law and order and you are definitely a fair person. You are looking for equality. You are civil and reasonable but you must remember that what is 'just' may not be 'fair'. You strive so hard to create an ideal world for yourself but these high ideals mean that you suffer for the principles that you wish to be. You chose to deny yourself of basic instincts such as emotions and you are over critical of ordinary human failings including your own. This creates dissatisfaction within your life. You want everything to be diplomatic, peaceful, in both your personal and professional life. You have a willingness to harmonise rather than antagonise but this gives you the reputation of being quite indecisive. No relationship is capable of sustaining uninterrupted harmony and for that you experience lots of disillusions in matters of the heart. You try to reflect a magnificent outlook which is sometimes impossible to achieve. You long for a perfect world but you are frequently disappointed by the inconsistencies of human nature.