You have chosen the Death card and the 6 of Cups. The Death card never shows a Death of the future or a Death of the physical self. It just means that a habit that you have is changing and you're going through transformation and you're going through completely life changing events. It's a time of very big changes. you're looking back into the past for the 6 of Cups shows that you're feeling nostalgic. Perhaps you're feeling lonely for your family or missing your homeland. You may want to have some of your childhood back so that you could change it or you feel that life is a little serious and you'd like to be a little bit more joyful for this is a time for you to reconcile the differences within yourself and to get rid of habits and emotions that you feel are no longer positive towards your life. You may be experiencing some very powerful emotions and you shouldn't under estimate them. They may be taking you by surprise from time to time. You need to reveal them to yourself slowly, but surely so that you get rid of all the undercurrents that are making you feel slightly out of sync. It's about embarking into a new stage of your life and being happy with the past as much as you possible can be but not looking to go back to the past. The changes that are about to take place will sometimes be bumpy and a little difficult and all change is hard to accept but what will happen is you will emerge from this situation stronger and more courageous than every before for you're going into a new chapter. It's time to clear the decks, file away all that emotional stuff, deal with it and have a complete rethink. It's time now to get rid of the past and all of the things that are no longer viable or are definitely past their sell by date. It's time now to look at a new chapter of life that you can manifest for yourself.